I woke up this morning and before the day began I started to feel overwhelmed that it was going to be a hard day ... for many reasons.
And then, thankfully, my mind woke up & I remembered:
I have no reason to complain,
no reason to feel down &
every reason to be thankful.
I am a blessed mother to 2 precious girls.
Two absolute miracles.
Three years ago at this time I was still waiting for Lily in China. I knew nothing about her. Just waiting & trusting the Lord for the gift of daughter number two. Those days of waiting were sometimes so completely agonizing.
Two years ago at this time I was at the NIH with Hannah for her first round of treatement to fight Aplastic Anemia.
Life has been difficult these past few years.
I sure hope I am not a downer to any of you blog readers but life has been tough and I don't candy coat any of it ... to myself or to anyone else.
Despite life's difficult circumstances, my kids are healthy -- I am healthy, I have a loving family & the Lord that encourages my heart to "not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself -- each day has enough trouble of its own."
God is good.
He has been faithful to me in every way.
I can trust in Him.
I can rest in Him.
I am thankful for the Lord's peace that surpasses understanding -- even in the midst of confusion, difficulty & despair.
The girls are enjoying an East Coast vacation with my family. It has been nice to be off from the routine of school & just be with my family.
We were able to drive the 12 hours from Kentucky. So nice to pack up & hit the road without having to worry about flights, TSA, baggage, etc.
Hopefully I can get my camera to cooperate & I will be able to upload some Christmas Eve pictures tomorrow night.
Hannah's socks are going to be knocked off by one of her Christmas gifts -- cannot wait to see her face!!!
All God's best from the East Coast,
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Merry Christmas to you and your precious family! Can't wait to see Hannah's surprise gift. So thankful she is feeling great this holiday season!!
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